that i still do really miss him, even after the time pass and no contact at all.
well, i'd rather hope, only my mind does, cause i refuse to believe i allowed myself to get THAT attached to a lad i merely talked to in person.
chats should never count, though the most pleasant and sincere of my conversations were somewhy held online.
not forgetting that psychological thing with prohibition of something desired - it either gets forgotten, or in opposite, only gets valued higher.
too bad it turned out to me the second way, cause i always "suspected" that conversation was "kinda" one-sided, so anyway it couldn't get me anywhere good
hope, another month makes it easier.